So the cycle of life continues.
It seems everything passes with time, whether good or bad.
I sometimes really believe we are all specks in a universe of much greater things.
Things always change around us,including ourselves in one way or another.
Eventually we will all be gone and our children will ponder such things.

Well the bank dicking me twice in one month was tough to recover from and my birthday basically didn't exist. Most of the custom work I did this month was to pay the bank that stole from me. Just thinking about it kind of makes me want to blow up the bank.
Being able to pull myself out of that and still having toys on the bench to work on makes me feel alright though. Hard times come and the ability to survive them with all limbs intact is a good sign. Maybe I can really do this.

I'm not good at managing money and I'm prone to tumble down in an avalanche of irresponsibility. This is a new chapter in my life still and I'm learning from mistakes all over again.
I'm hoping I have the strength to keep my spirits up and really get into a regular rhythm.
I'll find out soon whether I'm having a boy or another girl.
I gotta make them kiddies proud!